10 years ago...

Today, I am sitting in front of my laptop writing this as a 23 year old who has a college degree and a full time job. It's crazy because I can still remember, clear as day, what I was like 10 years ago.

A 13 year old, in 7th grade. It's been a whole decade, but it's weird because I feel like 7th grade wasn't that long ago. The girl I was in 7th grade doesn't seem that foreign to me.

If my 13 year old self were to meet who I am now, would I be proud or disappointed?

Have the hopes and dreams of a 13 year old been fulfilled?

When I was 13, I had so much hopes that I would grow to be tall.  It did not happen. But I learned to love my height when I joined cheerleading. In the cheerleading world, my height was considered "perfect."

When I was 13, I was extremely afraid of public speaking. To be honest, I still am, but I've learn to face this fear and to declare victory over it. I've been able to talk boldly in front of hundreds of people and people even voted for me as the best presenter in my class!

Then and now, I realized I've overcome some of my biggest insecurities and I've conquered some of my biggest fears.

When I compare myself to many other 23 year olds, I can find myself feeling like I'm behind in life. But I think I've become an alright human being, and I'm proud of myself for that.

Thanks for not losing hope and for walking in faith over the course of a decade. I appreciate you for the young lady you've become.

- 23 old me